Well, things are very steady mood-wise. It’s really nice. I can’t remember a stretch of consistency like this. It’s been 3-ish months since I increased my ADHD meds, and 7-ish since I increased my SSRI’s. It’s also been about 3 months since I started daily prayer, and a month of daily rosary and daily mass. All of those things are contributing. It’s really nice.
I keep wanting to write more poetry, but nothing’s coming to me. Oh well, I guess? My poems aren’t very good anyway, lol.
I’m still waiting for something that may never happen, but God, and others, are teaching me patience, I think. And teaching me to accept what I cannot control.
I don’t know… I guess that’s all. Just thought I should check in since I haven’t posted in a while. Mood is stable. This exact moment feeling a little worried I’ve lost the thing I’m trying to gain back but … I already knew that. Just more real right this moment, I guess? I don’t know. I also really need a coffee, so that could be it.
Still Fighting Back 