Update: I’m okay
If you do read this, if you’re waiting for something or trying to figure out how and when to reach out, I need you. I need you right now. I need you today. I’m breaking down and I need you.
I’m not going to hurt myself. I’m not going to do anything dangerous. I don’t want to lie by omission. I don’t want to manipulate you. I’m really not okay right now, though, and if you’re there, I really need you.