Since I’ve been getting better, and removing destructive habits, my brain is starting to work again. I honestly forgot how smart I am. I knew it as a fact, but I didn’t remember what it felt like for my brain to work like this. I’m having theological discussions. I’m presenting very controversial ideas on a subreddit (with solid logic backing them up) and no one has called me a heretic. I must actually have argued so well they haven’t figured out how to. I’ve been saying it for nearly a year now, but I am starting to feel like ME again!