I’m lonely, and I want to tell facebook at large, or specific people. But I don’t. I don’t want to seem like I’m seeking attention just for attention’s sake. Obviously I’d be seeking attention, but because I want someone’s company/conversation, not … you know what I mean. I also feel like I’ve gotten a lot from a lot of people recently. I honestly didn’t know I had friends like this. It’s a really new experience. I mean really new. The friends I’m talking about are fairly new friends, and … well that’s not true I guess. I have friends I used to talk to about stuff, and I don’t really anymore. I should talk to them more.
It’s also midnight. Anyway, I want to tell everyone I’m lonely and want company, but I don’t want people to know that about me for… whatever I guess that will say about me? It’s frustrating. It’s ensaddening, which is now a word; deal with it.